you say it's entirely my fault.

how?

maths i dunno i got nobody to ask.

science i dunno i got nobody to ask.

lit i dunno i got nobody to ask.

chinese i dunno i got nobody to ask.

geog and hist? you dont even care.

then i ask you you shoo me away.

who am i to ask.

you ask me what's the problem.

i tell you.

then you dont believe me.

so why should i tell you.

it's just as good as not telling you.

aint it?

so stop asking.

it's super irritating.

it'll only infuriate me.

i screwed up.

are you happy now?

this blog is officially uh revived!

oh yays. claps.

listening to: hoe down, persis, 7th night

ahh. i feel very emotional. i dunno why. it's like the concert feeling is rushing back to me. feel very energetic and i feel like crying. erms.

ytd got council investiture. i think it was quite cool lah. the opening "stance" was cool. look very zai3. anyway, councillors are zai3 people. so ya.

ANYWAY. this year's president is claire. i think she's going to be very capable. yups. so no worries! (:

haha. hearing all the speech and all that just inspires me more to be a councillor lah. but haiz. dont think i'll be lorh. CAUSE nobody will vote for me. im also not that popular type. and NORMALLY popular people just click. get it?

NVM.

then the performance was cool. like SUPER COOL. chaojiwudi cool lorh. (: then i saw AI WEN. but ahh. i dont like the hwa chong formal coat. brown and red. yuck. so not outstanding.

ytd had band. JASMINE NEVER COME. ): then i have to go bass lesson myself. TSK.

i was very scared lah can? then i go there play for 1/2 hour then she come. -.- then she say i very blur. :/

then after lesson i called pearlynne. then she said she was with germaine, jac and yanting o.O then we went home together. germaine and yanting were talking about chem. cause germaine had chem test on friday. hurhur. germaine was struggling to memorise.

actually i think quite alot of band people take 67 from school and home. germaine, jasmine, yanting, jac, pea, sab, connie and me. wahas.

ok.

then big news:

NUTCASE KNOW JOEL KEK!

actually joel found out first lah. how erm coincidental.

NUTCASE THOUGHT JOEL WAS SEC 3 SEC 4 CAN.

nvm.

haiya. now for some "commandments":

-SIEWYING will stop hogging onto the computer for more than 4 hours a day.

-SIEWYING will continue to strive hard for all her exams no matter what it takes.

-SIEWYING will work hard for her piano. and complete playing all the exam pieces PLUS pop songs.

-SIEWYING will play the bass properly with proper techniques and NOT SLACK.

-SIEWYING will build up muscles on BOTH her arms so as to play the bass better.

-SIEWYING will play all band pieces bee-yoo-ti-full-ly.

-SIEWYING will go the extra mile for psgl and her friends, no matter if she hate her friends or not.

-SIEWYING will also commit herself to all projects AND CONTRIBUTE MORE.

-SIEWYING will not slack in her studies.

-SIEWYING will have to acheive 70% and above for all the comming tests for all subjects.

-SIEWYING will try her best to go for council.

-SIEWYING will never say die.

(:

one word:









cheemology.







it's different from MEOLOGY.

i
am
officially
dead.

i just commited suicide.

due to an overkill of tests.

im failling lots of tests and my parents are going to kill me.

so i just commited suicide!

wahas! so fun!

and now

due to the despression "mode" im going through,

this blog shall be left alone to die.






i just cant be bothered anymore.

ok since there's maths and chinese on wed, i shall blog today.

but wait! i wanna listen to hoe down first!

ahhh! im going hoe down crazy. yayness. hoe down is nice! and exciting! it's super damn fast lah but hey! it's exciting. and i love the rhythm! supposed to sound like some cowboy song or something. ahhh. so nice! (((:

this is so the reason why you guys have to come to our concert! (: it's pricisely because we're playing nice nice songs like hoe down, 7th night, ride, persis blah blah blah that's why! ((: so must come arh! when leh? go calendar and see lorh. it's in HOTPINK. yes. (:

go arh. ALL OF YOU. yes. you you you you you you and YOU. ((: -stares-

ok. sylvia said our national anthem today was good. i think our band is improving lah, cause it's like the seniors keep pushing us we dont move then we what, evaporate arh. yes so must thank our seniors. ((:

listening to hoe down for the 4th time

hmm. then ahh. i feel very shi1 bai4. I FAILED MY SCIENCE BY ONE PATHETIC MARK. CAN? ): gaah. one mark lah! O.N.E. 1 . );

hmm. then i went home with pearlynne. supposed to see __________ but i came out at 3 then saw one 67 bus just went off. so i thought __________ went off le. so i went home with pearlynne. then afterwards we went to LOT 1 to buy lunch! then i saw nigel.

and he showed inniative

just simply by waving to me and saying hi.

FIRST.

ya. then i was quite touched. (: cause nvr see a boy xian1 zu3 dong4 say hi to me. (;

therefor i conclude that what my cousin said was right.

SJI people are GENTLEMEN.

(:

but ya. still got some exceptions like daniel. who RUNS AWAY at a sight of a girl. ERMPS.

then hurhur. today i SLACKED alot. like totally slacked. go home and talk talk and do some research only.

and today i was quite surprised when daryl talked to me like very long. when i added him only yesterday. haha. then. that irritating eugene! i really forgot me lorh. HURHUR. nvm. and now he die-ed.

and he talks EVA LANGUAGE. wow.

listening to hoe down for the 7th time.

and kevan added me today. they got exam like tmr and wednesday? and it's ONLY ONE TEST PER DAY. ):

ok. end of today's story.

I WANT LIFESKILLS CAMP!

gregory goh

yah yah. go gaa gaa over his name or something. BUT HEY. YOU KNOW WHAT?

i shall tell you what.

i saw gregory goh for the very first time on friday with jasmine. ( yeah all girls out there cheer or something. -.-)

and you know what?

HE'S NOT HOT!

he's just some teacher who's tall and slim. THAT'S ALL.

and i dont see why most people like liwen go crazy over him. like ERRR. he's just an ordinary person lorh. sheesh.

like for example:

_____: "OMG! you know what? i saw gregory goh today for like 5 times!"

erms. ya. so? hello? you know what? i've been seeing you for the last 5 hours! isnt that amazing?

diao. tsk. stop this gregory goh craze lah.




aaaah. im going to die tomorrow lah. i feel so unaccomplished. still got lots of homework waiting for me. why cant they just rot away. ):



oh. and i realised something. lots of foreigners think that singapore is in CHINA. wow. or either that singapore is a MUSLIM country. or singapore is a COMMUNIST country.

ermps.

then got some people in states dont know where canada is. when canada is their NEIGHBOUR. it's just next to them lah. :/




oh haha! i had a funny dream.

i dreamt that me, sok, ding, yanyi and wayne were playing ROUNDERS at the grass patch in between the classroom block and the science block in our school. and i was quite surprised people like ding and wayne were able to hit so well. :/

then while playing this group of people waved to us from the seond floor. you know who's that group of people?

daryl, cedric, kevan, wuqi, aloysius, nigel, daniel blah blah.

AND GARY.

it's funny how i would dream of daryl and company. it's not like i really miss them or something.

ok. wait maybe i do miss them.

and aahh! gary! why him? he looked very funny in my dream cause he was like a giraffe among the boys. harhar. he's 168 lah. i wanna be taller than him! (: (: (:

yay. greedy gary loves grapes. HAHA. (:

quote of the day:

"dont cry when the sun's out of your life, or your tears will blind the stars." -grace leong. (:

tata.

listening to: persis, ride, fate of gods.

it's quite questionable why this year's concert dont have fate of gods. sigh.

i feel very sentimental and emotional nowadays. hurhur. dunno why. it's like when i listen to music, i respond accordingly to what i feel. then it's very weird! for example if i listen to persis, then i'll feel energetic, then if i listen to yi1 qian1 nian2 yi3 hou4, then i'll feel very sad. ermps. mood swings. :/

listening to: dong4 jie3.

hurhur. and what. now im feeling very soothed. haha. why. cause i like this song. err. random.

haiz. my bass teacher wants me to take grade 4 bass exam this year. hoho. and my parents dont allow. haiya. it's like they want me to concerntrate on piano. but i dont see the point in excelling. im mean, even if i excel, i'll just get good grades, then i'll just go on to diploma. then what. go be a piano teacher? which is probably not one of the things i want to be. or a pianist. but it's like there's about what more than half of the singaporeans whom are pianists. and it's not as if i got the talent can play so well untill wow. im a performer. i'd rather take up more instruments and then hmmuse them whenever they come in handy. i seriously dont mind playing what, drumset, guitar, bass, piano, saxophone, clarinet, flute, oboe, trombone, french horn. (: i dont mind all string instruments too. (:

ahh. and my parents dont allow me to play pop. ): and i seriously feel like dying. cause classical is more difficult than pop. gaaaah.

i feel sianified. it's like i got no life. ): everyday, 6 o clock wake up, 7 .25 reach school, have boring lessons, receive more homework and projects, then go for cca, then go home do homework. i think other than band only drama lightens up my school life lah. so sian lah. ):


conclusion: school is bad.

You Are a Hunter Soul

You are driven and ambitious - totally self motiviated to succeedActively working to acheive what you want, you are skillful in many areas.You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding.You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force. An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people.You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor.People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all.You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone. Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

THANKYOU:

-Kexin for your sweet packet!
-Debbie for your pencil!




sometimes i wonder what would happen when i was in HMP....

oh. and i forgot to mention.


due to some filming processes, i will be helping jasmine (teo) with some IT assignment to film some embarrassing video. so.


DONT CROSS THE BRIDGE TOMORROW!!!!!

OR I'LL KILL YOU.

-STARES-

sigh tmr got science test.

THANKYOU:

-Hui Juan for the hershey's kisses chocolate. (:
-Lynn for the sponge and the bounce thingy. (:
-Jessica my mortal for the packet of chocolate cookies. (:
-Eva for the heart peg (:
-Hong Kai for the sweet and the note (:
-My one-oh-six junior for the muffin thingy. i forgot your name /:

and who else. oh. OH. hoho. i left you out DELIBRATELY. (; but thanks anyway. (:

and still got you you you you you and YOU who havent give my presents yet. SARAH YOU'RE ON THE LIST.

and hoho. OF COURSE! ME! cause i'll be giving valentine's presents on thursday. sorry lah. tmr got science mah. and i wanna study and do well. ((:

but im sad!

you know what?

i shall tell you what.

they're going to change the band concert to erm 25TH OF JUNE!

ahh. jasmine and i were kinda pissed. like aah! first you put it on 7th night of july. then now you change it because of your job lah. like wth. our concert doest sound important to you afterall.

and by putting our concert on 7th night of july has got it's on hidden meanings. and it's good ok!

why?

firstly, since it's 7th night, and we're going to play 7th night of july, then we've got the feeling you know. like some sort of inspiration to play better or something. i dont know. but it's just that we'll have the emotions and all that.

secondly, it's a friday. so people after school very tired go VCH see us perform and enjoy themselves. then it's like since it's friday people wont come and like keep thinking about their load of projects and homework waiting at home and all that.

thirdly, since it's 7th night, they can come and celebrate tanabta. the festival that falls on 7th night of july! and i think it's also the chinese valentine's day of something. THEN YA! people can come and enjoy the music and also enjoy the romance in the air.

then now it's on 25th june. like what the? and i tell you why it's no good.

it's a sunday night. JUST before school reopens. what do you think the students will be doing? RUSHING THEIR HOMEWORK.

2nd, sunday night leh. people no need to go and prepare for school open one is it?

3rd, i mean, its a sunday! and it's just that nobody will bother to come one larh.

so tell me, why you put it on 25th june? so irritating. then now it's like the whole band has no mood to play the pieces . ahhhh.

i shall end with hui juan does very funny expressions and IM PISSED.

):

im getting sadder by the day.

maybe it's a common problem all teenagers face when the go to secondary school. cause we're facing the same people most of the time.

but then again, maybe not.

what shaun said was right. but i havent found a true friend yet.

danger lurks everywhere. i can trust nobody.

):

but it's okay. i still stand after falling down.

and that's thanks to shaun.

NOT YOU.

i love twelve kingdoms! i think the beginning theme song is nice.










im happy!

but after listening to wht marilyn said i was totally depressed.

she was right, what could i say?

im depressed. ):









depression is suicidal.

):

shaun YOU BAKA!

whatever lah! i know you're wrong okay.
you just dont admit.
tsk. whatever.
irritating.

shucks lah. i posted a damn long post and know what?

IT CAME OUT AS NOTHING.

go and die lah. ):

Say Look Here

Say look here HEY
Nanyang's gonna cheer for you
Now hey hey WHAT
we're gonna leave you feeling blue
Look who's gaining
(we're the ones who set the pace)
Look who's reigning
(slow and steady wins the race)

Say look here HEY
We are gonna knock you down
Now hey hey WHAT
don't mess with us don't mess around
Look who's talking
(N-A-N-Y-A-N-G)
Look who's rocking
(Nanyang for the victory)

SAY LOOK HERE!


okay. we're going to have a cheering session tmr from 1-2.
sianified.
why?
cause all the teachers will be going to the boarding school to eat.
-.-" is this diao or what.

yes and we're going to cheer "SAY LOOK HERE! " i think it rawks lah. especially the "monotone" part. sounds cool. ((:

tomorrow got MARCHING!

and im going to miss it AGAIN! ))))):

cos if bass lesson lah. sheesh.

and i havent done my maths and practiced my bass pieces. i just bathed lah.

am i dead or what. YES. VERY.

ok. i shall post some lame stuff now.

first 30 people that come to your mind:

-jonathan
-hui juan
-jasmine
-jiaying
-rouhui
-nutcase!
-pearlynne
-sylvia
-xiao jac
-patricia
-liang zhen
-ai wen
-yihuang
-christal
-andrea
-eugenia!
-sok
-lynn
-liuyi
-eening
-eva
-wayne
-ding jie
-shaun
-kuan yew
-jonj
-gary
-marcus
-bernard

hrms. ok.

hurhur. today was funny.

first liuyi said i have nice ears.

then jasmine said i have nice calves.

then patricia said i look chio-er today.

conclusion: i have such sacarstic friends.

i mean. i know it ok. i will never be chio. then you guys come and talk dunno what crap. diao lah.

but i agree with jasmine! i like my calves!

self-obssession. ERMS.

and i feel like everybody's staring at me. like ee-yur! what is that thing!

HRMS.

oh. today during lunch, me, sok, lynn, liuyi and eening were sitting at the usual table. then got some sec 1s sitting opposite keep staring at me. then i asked lynn: "are those one-seveners?"

"no"

then i thought they were one sixers cause one six is my charge mah. but then they couldnt be one sixers cos they dont have the one sixer "look"

but they looked familiar.

only when i was in class then i realised.

they were lasallians. as in. ex lasallians like me!

then wth lah. they stare at me for what? like i did something wrong like that. sheesh.

ahh sianified. ms yeo never come today, not coming tomorrow. and we have all of homework and project due on friday and next week. let's see.

friday:
-science worksheet 1.3
-geog SIA
-geog and hist test

next week:
-science SIA
-art
-drama-research on BUTOH.
-home-econs
-lang arts assignment

eh. nvm.

oh! i think to kill a mockingbird is a bee-yoo-ti-full story. harhar. people! go to pea's blog! see how nanyang girls (most) go crazy over GREGORY GOH. bleah.

yucks. and forget about going for him. HE'S MARRIED.

and he's not hot. ): what's their prob?

and soggy is a cute ah ma with molest systoms that leads to gibberish sickness.

the part on soggy being a cute ah ma is a FACT.

the other half is a MYTH. ((:

ONE thing you have done recently: my maths?

TWO things you believe in: hope, faith

THREE things you like doing: swimming, piano and listening to band songs

FOUR things you wish for: good grades, good luck, get into 3 sciences, good friendships. (:

FIVE things you want in a guy/girl: responsible, around my height, basketballer! (: , or swimmer, nice to me. duh.

SIX things you cannot live without: eh. water, air, food, brain, creativity and er, friends. (:

SEVEN occupations you are considering: err. marine biologist, (hoho) a creative chef! er, pianists performer (xiang3 de2 mei2), national swimmer! (errr.), famous drummer? :/, chemists! , movie director. ((:

EIGHT people you want to tag: sok, lynn, jonj, yanyi, ding, wayne, daryl, jasmine!

yay done.

so how were my days.

have you ever used laughter to cover up your depression? use it. cos it works on me.

today i stayed back with grace and wenqi to do science sia. wenqi so poor thing! got no food to eat (vegeterian mah) then we walked to the esso station and guess what, it rained! so we were stuck there and when the rain stopped, we ran back. then wenqi only had a corrosant to eat for lunch. tsk.

then we er sort of panicked for science sia AND home econs. then wenqi kept frowning lah. grace will never frown one lorh. then wenqi kept using laughter to hide her depression. which actually works for me. cause in the end, you wont want people to know you as someone whom frowned that whole day.

sigh. this year we have LESSER projects and LESSER time to do. it's like all the projects all dumped onto us during the 2-4 week of school then almost every single one also due this week lah. tsk. like we're robots can think so fast one lorh. ):

oh! i wanna go watch i not stupid too! i think joshua and shawn both very shuai4! ((: and they play basketball k. erms.

sheep i sound so bimbo. first time i actually said those type of stuff about boys. ee-yur.

ok. im talking to myself. arent i crazy?

new skin! ((:
please comment if this skin is nicer than the older one or the other way round (:
thankyou((:

long story short:

i think joshua and shawn very shuai!

i want to watch i not stupid too!!!!

bandalism

bandelicious bandees who have the passion for band. (:

yay people! tmr im going to my uncle's house to bai4 nian2 le! ((: i wanna eat up all the yu2 sheng1! then i'll grow obese. HURHUR.

oh. the cny holidays are over. ): and there's more homework, and projects and test are coming up next week! aint that sad? sigh. but that is un-preventable. and im looking forward to lifeskills camp!!!!

you know what?

i tell you guys something exciting!

this year.

we sec 2s.

get to.

plan our own

lifeskills camp!!!!!


so exciting right! yes!!!! everybody say yes! yes! very good! ((((:

and 207 in charge of MOVIES!!!! waha! then we do movie marathon! woohoo! (:

and we're designing our own class tee again!

i know lynn wants HOT PINK for our class tee/ polo tee/ jersey/ i dont know.

i just came up with a design for polo tee. BUT I WANT JERSEY!


argh! got alot alot alot of funny stuff happened within these 3 days but ahh! i have poor memory. so i cant remember all the funny funny stuff.

OH! band had marching yesterday. ya! i thought it was very cool. we didnt march with instruments first lah. then for al the sec 2s this was the first time we march mah. so christal desmostrated. first. and she called for volunteers.

and we VOLUNTEERED for JASMINE (TAN), NUTCASE (YUFEI) AND EUGENIA (YOOJ).

ok. so very good, the 3 went up, and then christal started shouting some commands and appearantly, they got it all wrong! it's like they march wrong leg, then turn wrong side. haha! damn funny. then nutcase fan3 ying4 chi2 dun4. jasmine also! haha. then they keep forgetting to say check!

then when christal was explaining the kena and kirri, she said to remember, kena has four letters. left has four letters. kirri has 5 letters. right has 5 letters. so kena=left, kirri= right!
then at this point, chungyan snorted loudly. then everybody laughed. HARHAR.

then me and jasmine walked together for bass lesson. i think ms yeo damn angry with me lah. cos it's like 2 months i never go for bass lessons, then she thinks im no good. ): whatever.

OH! then jasmine was talking about the i not stupid too the lame-chops thingy and the wadever! haha so damn funny. go watch! i wanna watch too! (:

today was rather ok. mrs amy lim is terrible. gaaah. nvrmind.

then we had band!

appearantly i forgot to bring jasmine's bow to school after the bass lesson yesterday so i lent jasmine my bow and i plucked.

not a very good decision. my fingers were damn pain after band.

oh! and you know what? i like bolero and ride and PERSIS! YAY PERSIS! (((: i think ride is quite interesting, when you play it slow. but it's supposed to be fast. IRONY.

we have to memorise bolero. urgh! but bass part is repetitive. so it's quite easy!

persis! it rawks man! it's like, when the whole band played persis, i thought we sounded better then in the recordings! and you know what's the story behind persis? it's about a guy finding his love in persia. so touching! ((: yay! i love persis! ((:

then persis had oboe solo in the middle. then melanie, she could play all the notes, but wrong rhythm. haha! then the whole band was silently laughing, then ms chong kept encouraging her, "continue, continue, very good...."

oh! and then during bolero and ride, i told jasmine then the timpani was out of tune. then jasmine went to the toilet and when she came back, she told hui juan (who was playing the timpani) that the timpani was out of tune. TSK. BIG MOUTH! then huijuan looked at us like we were accusing her and say, "the timpani is spoilt! " haha. then jasmine said that originally hui juan's right hand was stronger than her left hand, so she went to train until now her left hand stronger than her right hand. ERMS.

oh! and after band, sylvia wanted us to go fill in our particulars and stuff. then she went up to me and jasmine to fill in our particulars. then jasmine took the pen and pressed.

IT WAS A SHOCK PEN. you know those trick pen which electrifies you.

then jasmine was like "woah! hui juan! fill in your particulars!"

then hui juan took it and , you know lah.

then they very stupid go around asking people to use the pen. then alot of people got tricked. then they say, it's sylvia's pen. sylvia lah! very mean! erms.

oh! and our band has a soprano sax! it looks cool! and jiaying can play it. harhar. like real. then jasmine and hui juan were teasing jiaying about her "i am 14 years ODE. i think i very ODE. how ODE are you?" thing. then jiaying always say "no POBLEM" erms.

then me, jasmine, hui juan and liang zhen went out of the bandroom. then ruohui joined us. then we were talking about jokes and tricks! just because i started asking jasmine if she know the "kai1 guan1 kai1 guan1" thing. haha! then jiaying and judy joined us. then we sat down and talk and talk and talk. then xiao jac joined us! o man! then we spent like 1 hour outside the bandroom and talking about the jokes lah. walau. jiaying, hui juan, and xiao jac got alot of funny jokes lorh. but funny = lame so nvrmind.

then in the end i wen home with xiao jac, COS JASMINE TOOK 961 INSTEAD.

and me and xiao jac slept on the bus. haha.

then i reached home and i had guest for cny. cant wait for tmr!!!!! drumset!

goodnight people. i think i'll dream about jokes. especially pantee CHAI and jasmine and hui juan!

S.H.E.
聽袁惟仁彈吉他